The anxiety is overwhelming today.
I woke up feeling like I couldn’t catch my breath and I’ve been struggling with nausea all morning.
I do not understand how, at nearly six weeks in, I can still have such a strong physical reaction to this break up.
My hope is that very soon I can write a post that isn’t tagged with “the Baron” or “utter devastation”. I’m sure that eventually I’ll just run out of things to say about it. I understand that time will can’t help but move me forward. I only wish that my heart weren’t so tied to the past.