Things have been changing in my life and where in the past I would have wanted to post about them here, I haven’t wanted to even open this site. The knowledge that all of the ugly break up posts were sitting here waiting for me was too much to handle.
I wrote in such detail about my sucker punch to the heart last year, but now I don’t like the idea of sharing MY SPACE with that ugliness. I’m happy and don’t want to wallow in the pain of my past.
So, I’m in the process of changing many of my past posts from public to private. I just need that recovery phase of my life to be mine alone, should I ever need to revisit it. Please forgive me if you offered up any wisdom in the form of comments that has now disappeared. But know that I appreciated your support when it was needed.
Thankfully, it’s no longer necessary.
I’m still on the job hunt, but the broken heart has healed and I’m pretty much at a place of forgiveness and peace. I hope that the Baron is able to figure himself out someday and I honestly hope that he can find happiness.
As for me, I have a new friend who I am enjoying getting to know slowly. And I will be keeping that part of my life private. As it should be.