I’ve been feeling weird lately.
Disconnected. Faint. Distant.
Today I realized that it’s actually manifesting itself into invisibility.
Suddenly people are walking off of elevators without noticing me until body parts that should not be touching are. They are rounding corners and making me dance to avoid them. They are standing in front of the coffee pot stirring, pouring, stirring, and pouring while I clear my throat and sigh deeply not two feet away.
On the road they are backing into me in parking lots, forcing me into ditches, and trying to drive through me at intersections.
The world is living separate from me. And I can’t quite reconnect.
Like I said, weird.